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Tuesday, October 7, 2008
"Love is... Taking 15mins just to say goodbye."
Isn't that just right? We take forever to say goodbye just because both of us want to be the one who has the last word in it. And the ironic part? Even if you do get the last word, it leaves you thinking, "Doesn't he/she care? Why didn't he/she continue?!" Yep, don't deny the feeling.
My personal life is one big challenge. But Claire's the best one by far. Now, we all know its easy to cheat on someone, to lie or steal. In fact, takes much more to stay true to someone. And that would be a personal challenge to me right? How long can I stand being away from Claire? We'll see. I'm hoping forever, I betting maybe never, I'm guessing probably for awhile and I'm prepared for anything.
Now, this one goes out to friends and the people I meet but never keep up with. I have *very* few friends and *many* people I know. Not a matter of trust, people just cannot keep up with me. Not many anyway. But if you can, then good for you! Feel free to ask for help when needed because if you can tolerate me, you can probably survive my extreme solution.
Of course, that only leaves the question, can you trust me enough to believe it will work? That, is for you to decide and for me to figure out.
6:57 AM
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a dream for Claire : [2008] is a music/sound project started mid-year. I won't play instruments nor will I record songs. What I do is to work on, improve or to just draft out beats that make your feet tap and your heart sing. (This blog as nothing to do with the project, I just have no other name for it.)
This blog's theme and overall feel is based on the song "Unknown Soldier" by Breaking Benjamin, especially the chorus line, "Show me what its like, to dream in black and white." I like that line cause of its simplicity. "Dream in black and white", not something everyone can do. It is to make everything that is complex seem so simple and easy to understand. And that's what I learn from Claire, to dream in black and white.